A Wish List of Sorts

2005-05-01 : 6:31 p.m.

there are only three things in this life that i see i need.

1. companionship - through friendships and loves, experiences and words.
2. challenges - the day to day living that i am offered on this world provides some, but in the effortless life, you gain nothing. you can only profit with what you wager. and that's where the challenge is...
3. purpose - a direction. something to tie my life together, and make it all worth while. to make sure that i actually accomplish something in my life.

it is for this reason i have created some sort of a goals list in my life. why? because everyone needs a bit of direction. you can probably see the parallelism between this and the previous list...

1. a girl - what would this world be without the relationships that mena nd women share together? what would my life be without it? for this reason...i believe that this is foremost in importance in my life, although i don't believe that i will be able to accomplish it as quickly as my other goals. i have my brothers to rely on, to grow with, and to have fun with. however, i seriously lack anything from the other side of the spectrum [and this put callously by TGHW with his reference towards a keacher lineage "asexuality", with minor exceptions, of course.
2. a constructive hobby - i've played the guitar, i've learned to juggle, i've lifted weights. but what do i do now? i need to try to grow some as a person with accepting challenges with which i am going to efface myself
3. a plan - something tolook to when i need direction. i need to find out what i wnat to do in this life. i know i'm good enought o go to the best of the world's schools and succeed, but as far as actually doing something in the world...i don't know. too many times in my life have i thought to myself with nothing to think. too often have i looked in the mirror onsome saturday, waking up at 12 with no drive to do anything. i need sustanence to my existence. and that's what i will be searching for...

i believe these items can apply to most people that i know right now...but what am i to say? i am no better than any other man...

that's all i have. oh yeah...and a shit load of homework!

ps: we won greek games!!

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