apathy grows thick...
so, life has been a bit like the usual. school is stressful...so much so that i honestly don't know how much i care about anything anymore. while some profs are getting more and more tedious, others are just throwing so much work to me. i don't know what else there is to say about school. MA223-Statistics can rot in hell and die. in that order...
tomorrow is work-day. i'm going to be working ont he landscaping and cleaning up around the direct vicinity around the houses (main house, annex, and cottage). i feel that we're going to be making many, many improvements to the house...unlike last year's work-day where we made unprovements. that's right...un-provements.
then...well, life just is getting tedious for me right now. regardless of what i do, sometiemes i wonder to myself what it's all for. today, i caught the end of american beauty (which would fall in my top ten movies)...which reminded me so much of senior year of high school and hanging out with the woodward and a couple of other guys. the movie, aside from being awesome, kind of put life in perspective for me. but being where i am right now doesn't just make life any better. i kind of just want to skip the next ~2 years and get on with life. but...i guess the path i'm in is the one that i'm going to have to deal with for now...
oh well...later.