well. "fucked". i suppose elegantly put.
so, it's about 1 am, and i have a final project due for comparch in sub 48 hours. and i think that it needs just about 30 hours to work correctly...i might be wrong...but then again, the documentation could take about 10 hours by its self. damn...the work load is just too much. i think that there is nothing that i would rather like more than to be rid of this project...i care not if it works because i know how it is supposed to work...thus making the class relevant enough for me. i don't care for a working final project...but i do care for a final grade that's worth while (aka an A).
another reason i'm fucked: CS 220 project is due in 4 days. I have completed all that is necessary for my part of the project, and am still "willing" (based on effort, not time) to help out with the rest of the group. but i just haven't had the time to do so yet. This is the first group project i've been in that i haven't been able to participate in a lot of the work...i've devised a dually-recursive search algorithm that sorts a list of objects as many times as it needs to be sorted within itself...but it works for the most part. i'm happy with it...it should perform all that we need for it to do. then there's documentation in this as well. fuck!!
most disappointed [and neigh heartbreaking] was my loss in the election tonight for internal VP in the fraternity...i didn't even make it past the first round of voting!!! wtf? there's a whole bunch of "WTF!" going on in my mind. i don't mind losing [too much], but wtf. the two who made it into the final election didn't campaign or anything. i don't know...i feel gipped at best.
after the election, i got some "consoling" i suppose from tghw, but i don't know. i can see how apathy can grow on people quickly. especially in cases such as these. oh well...
the good news. it's fucking tenth week. basically i have just one week left, and then i'm off....to do something until i have surgery on the monday before thanksgiving to get my wisdom teeth pulled [yeah, fitting, isn't it?].
oh well. i'm out of here.